I am I insecure because I think it's about me, or possibly just really vain?


My insides are dying WAAH.

I weighed myself at the doctors today, so their scale is super sensitive...

pretty much want to kms.

I should be getting ready, Eli and I have doctors appointments.
I'm really looking forward to Friday. I hope things all work out well. I don't know if Eli is going to Jose's' anymore, but I've come accustomed to the fact that he is more concerned about his well being and what he wants, then anything else. Regardless of the words that come out of his mouth, it's all about actions.

Exams are going pretty well, I'm excited for this semester to be done.

o yew

cool.

everyone else is bound to leave you, but they swear their love is real. They mean, I like the way you make me feel

It's like everything has been falling apart the past couple months.
I need my best friend to come home, and I need new friends.

Lies, then publicizing it over facebook.

It really hurts, but you're too highschool for me to deal with anymore.

Somethings really show who your real friends are.

I'm ready for a change, but I have a feeling many people are going to try and bring me down as possible, and do as many things as possible to ruin this for me.

I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy. My insecurities could eat me alive.

and though spring, it did come slowly, i guess it did its part

And if it was so easy to give up, it probably never meant that much in the first place.

Remember how FURIOUS you got that people didn't attend your birthday?
Your "best friends".

I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again.

So tired, can't sleep.

I had a dream someone shot me in the face, I don't know, it was strange.

So many spring birthdays. I cannot wait until mine because I am becoming desperate for money.

My hearts so, stuck in my throat. My tongue is on my sleeve again. and I've stepped on so many toes, but lately I cannot keep trap of them all

'cause when I'm with him, I'm thinking of you.