My heart hurts today

I am so happy right now that I'm scared.

Please just let me have what I want.

I have often driven back and forth across the city, and across southern ontario for friends. But it seems whenever I need help in return most are no where to be found.

Karma will be a bigger bitch than I could ever be

I only have one new years resolution.

That is to leave and never ever look back.

New Dangers? Don't mind if I do!

I have this ridiculous crush. I type out texts to send him but then I never do.
They range from "hey, how are you" to "hey, my friends having a party saturday, you should come" to "i am hopelessly in love with you, let's get married, I will make you sandwiches and pack you lunch, have dinner ready for you when you come home"


I'm not crazy

And nobody calls me, cause I don't answer no more

I wish I could sleep.

Holy fuck, I'm so alone.